the stars sing loud
sweet sound
i finally understand you were with me

People you love
Will turn their backs on you
You'll lose your hair
Your teeth
Your knife will fall out of its sheath
But you still don't like to leave before the end of the movie
People you hate will get their hooks into you
They'll pull you down
You'll frown
They'll tar you and drag you through town
But you still don't like to leave before the end of the movie
No you still don't like to leave before the end of the show
People you hate will get their hooks into you
They'll pull you down
You'll frown
They'll tar you and drag you through town
But you still don't like to leave before the end of the movie
No you still don't like to leave before the end of the show

First day, Final quarter

"Do you like me?" She asked,
"Rivers," he said.
"Do you love me?" She smiled;
"Oceans."

Fifth day off of SSRI's, no panic attacks though. I saw kate, deena, louise, casey, zack, sam, cameron, ben, lisa etc, and found out i'm graduating at the end of this quarter if I pass all my classes. I should be happier but something is missing. Only one person understands.
Best, Valeri

How do you sleep?

coqueliqot

empty greenhouses

montanita

do you see it this way too?

arbor

father is dead

roshi porkar

thank you for your words

spiritual innocence

years ago

ocean beach san francisco

a letter

lavorne and shirleri

with myself i'll find happiness

1984 in larkspur

Other Worlds

Dear Friend,

The trail was wet but it hadn't rained for hours. The clouds were glorious, the lowest any of us had ever seen them, and there was nothing more I wished to watch.

Today is the last day of 2008 - sans regrets, I have just watched Jumanji on television while working on my new drawing/design/collection/collage journal. In 21 hours I'm not yet sure where I'll be, but in case I can't say it to you,
Happy New Year.

Best,
Valeri